I recently wrote this entry about a battle for the road - Me v. Dogs. Today during my run, I faced an unfamiliar canine, and remembered writing the story below a few weeks ago. Feel free to laugh at me for being a coward, or smile if you can relate...
Somehow, someway – I let someone, actually something, burst my special runner’s bubble this afternoon. How could I let this happen?
All morning long, I couldn’t wait to lace-up – truly longing for 3:30pm when I knew my work day was done, and I could run. I needed to sweat, I needed the sun, I needed a stress-break. (I was also anxious to break in my new shoes). J One mile into my goal of 7, the bubble popped. I thought I owned the road. Instead, I allowed 3 dogs to control the pavement and my level of fear.
After first glance, I allowed the situation to become worse in my mind than it must have been. I took a few more cautious steps forward, but I allowed the barking to get the best of me. I didn’t command the road – instead I allowed myself to turn around, looking over my shoulder for the next 100 yards. I could feel my blood pressure elevate the entire mile back to my driveway. My husband will tell you that I stormed in, needing more than a cold glass of water to cool me off. I wasted a few minutes of precious time ranting about irresponsible dog-owners who allowed their animals to roam the roads, and get in my way.
A quiet voice inside told me that I was going to finish my 7 mile run. Was I seriously going to allow 3, 4-legged animals win? My husband tried his best to convenience me to head back down the same road. The “show them who’s boss” mentality. They are just dogs. I knew I could physically conquer my remaining 5 miles, but I didn’t think I had it in me to look the dogs in the eye. I buckled … When I reached the end of my road – I turned down an alternate path. Had I let them win this race? I felt that I let them decide my path?
It took me less than a mile to remind myself that in life, it’s OK to take an alternative route. When we hit a road-block, sure, we can climb over it and feel success. But we’re not considered a failure if we have to move around the obstacle or find another way to reach our destination. And sometimes, we just need a little support to reach our destination …
After taking an alternate route – I hit mile 6 with a decision to make. I could go 2 additional miles to make it back to my driveway, free and clear of dogs. Or I could face the dogs and finish my last mile down their road. I don’t usually run with a phone, but I clutched a mobile in my sweaty palm today. I wasn’t embarrassed to call my husband to ask for support. Don’t think that I was calling, asking for a ride back home. I simply wanted his support to face my fear. By the time I was at the stop sign, he was there in his truck, prepared to drive a slow mile by my side. My son, kept calling from the passenger seat, “Don’t you want to get in.” I proudly smiled and responded, “No, just drive next to me.” “Give me support when we see the dogs.” I imagined them honking, scaring the dogs out of my way. They did just that as we approached the same spot that I saw the dogs several miles ago. They followed me, protecting me, the entire last mile home. (My husband & boys – not the dogs). J
The dogs were viscous!
ReplyDeleteThis is one of my favorite running stories you tell! Your husband and boys love you very much!
ReplyDeletelol I love it!
ReplyDeleteThat's a great running story!
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you felt! I have been chased & bit by dogs before! You were smart to call for backup! We are blessed to have BACKUP!
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